Mother nature was nice this morning, I had to get up at freakin 6 to go to practice and it began to hail and there was thunder and lightning so my coach cancelled the practice. I fell back in bed and dosed until around 9:30 and realized it was sunny and nice( which probly pissed my coach off XD )
My cousin came over and shiz so I've spent my day drawing and playing videogames with him. Oh, and my brother's a lefty so yay! I'm not the only one in my family anymore!
I'm rather bored so I stole a meme from Ashori-sama( you find alot of cool memes) so here I go...

1. If the person who hurt you the most showed up at your house with flowers and a card, and got down on his/her knees and apologized what would you do?
stand there in shock for a second then probly mutter how it's ok. (though it's really not and I won't really ever forgive)

2. Do you like anybody?
yep, alot

3. You're in the hospital- who would come visit you?
In truth I don't think I'd want people to see me, makes me feel kinda pitiful. At least I'd pretend not to like them there though I'd feel alot better.

4. Anyone from your past over come to mind often?
No one in particular but I'll have alot of flashbacks

5. What did your last text message say and from who?
" k- g' night " -bakerbaby08
I had txt'd that I would be going back to sleep after coach txt'd that there was no practice, idk why she said night though.

6. Who in your life has hurt you the most?
I'd rather not type about it, he might find this journal.

7. Is there someone you should hate, but you can't?
one person I think but I try not to hold grudges( unless the bastard deserves it D:< )

8. What does your 8th text say?
"Oh cool"

9. How often do you talk to this person?
Raidora? hell of alot, I admit I don't txt that much though
10. Have you ever lost anyone close to you?
Yes, I hate that.

11. Is there anyone you trust even though you shouldn't?
Yes, and they've failed me multiple times, guess I'm just very trusting or plain stupid XD

12. Ever given your all to someone that just walked away?
Yes.

14. Something that happened today that made you angry.
As sad as it is I found myself pissed off because I couldn't see my DS screen when I only needed to move away from the window but was to lazy to.

15. What song are you listening to?
Collapse(Post-Amerika)

16. What are the lyrics?
When our rivers run dry and our crops cease to grow
And when our summers grow longer and winters won’t snow
From the banks of the ocean and the ice in the hills
To the fight in the desert where progress stands still
When we’ve lost our will

That’s how we’ll know
This is not a test, oh no
This is cardiac arrest
Of a world too proud to admit our mistakes
We're crashing into the ground as all fall from grace

When the air that we breathe becomes air that we choke
When the marsh fever spreads from the swamps to our homes
When your home on the range has been torn down and paved and
The buffalo roam to a slaughterhouse grave
What more will it take

For us to know
This is not a test, oh no
This is cardiac arrest
Of a world too proud to admit our mistakes
Kissing the ground as well fall from grace

This is a chance to set things straight
To bend or break the rules back into place
There is no middle ground, no compromise, we’ve drawn the line
With perfect aim, we stand back and throw
Glass windows break and it’s all about to blow
Lights go out as we pass the torch again
In hope that it stays lit

Neutrality means that you don’t really care
Cause the struggle goes on even when you’re not there
Blind and unaware

That’s how we’ll know
This is not a test, oh no
This is cardiac arrest
Of a world too proud to admit our mistakes
We're crashing into the ground as we all, yeah we all, all fall from grace

17. Would you date/hook up with your brother's best friend?
My brother's a one year old so no XD

And which brother would that be?
Shane, I only have one.

18. Do you hate the last person you were talking to?
No

19. What do you get complimented on the most?
idk, I don't really pay attention to compliments that much

20. Do you give ringtones to certain people? If so, who and what?
If I could get the ringtones to work on my phone.

21. Can you make yourself cry?
I don't wanna cry and no.

22. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
lots of times like " I'm not going to drink Monster when I go to the party." my close friends know what happens after that XD

23. Would you go back in time if given the chance?
Nah, as weird as it is I like my life

24. Have you ever liked someone that treated you like crap.
*thinkthinkthink* I don't think so... If anything I've treated people like crap

25. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
bakerbaby08.... I've been rather lazy today.

26. Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Not really, but there are those "wtf" moments

27. How has the week been?
It just started but good so far.

28. Last person you called when you were drunk?
Never drank.

29. What is one thing you've learned about life.
Love what you have, don't complain about what you don't have because life's to short and random for you to know how long you will have them.

30. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
It's pretty even.

31. Is the person you like older or younger than you?
younger by a couple months but I'll still bug him about it

32. Do you hate the last person you IMed?
No, but she hasn't responded XD

33. Ever almost get run over by a car?
couple times, then ran into a car and broke my arm once

34. Last time you laughed so hard you cried?
one word(well sort of). Pisswig.

35. You can do one thing before you die, what is it?
I don't like this question it be making me sad

36. Name something that made you frown today.
getting up at 6 in the morning on break, when my sister burnt the chocolatechip cookies.

37. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you talk to 24/7.
No, but two that I talk to hell of alot

38. Any one you wish would fall off the planet?
No, I'm not that much of a hater

39. Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
tako, I somehow end up in alot of those conversations with him.

40. Is there something you will never forget?
my first kiss. then how that year in Iowa will haunt me for the rest of my life.

41. Do you have trust issues?
not really, but I have trouble socializing with people I don't know well.

42. Have you hated someone but then ended up friends with them?
yes, two actually but it was more of me being a violent bitch.

43. Is it easier to forgive or forget.
forget, but what happened will probly haunt me. Expecially if I did something wrong.

44. Are you random?
Depending on mood and Monster consumption yes XD

45. Do you laugh a lot?
yep, and my laugh is the most loud and annoying thing ever.

46. You're really upset. Who is the first girl you call to vent?
bakerbaby08 usually, but I usually will quietly let myself die a little inside before letting my friends even see/talk to me. I'm not stable when upset.

47. Guy you would vent to.
Raidora and tako

48. Name the best people that could cheer you up:
Raidora, tako, bakerbaby08.... actually most people can cheer me up, or can make me forget for the moment. those three are the best at it though ^-^

49. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yeah, sometimes I feel more comfortable with guys than with girls XD

50. Any good quotes to share?
hm...
" ARMS.. LIKE... NOOODDLLESSS!!!!! "
I luv invader zim.

51. When is your next road-trip?
idk, money's a big problem.

52. Do you know anybody by the name of Johnny?
yes, he's a huge freshman in my geometry and spanish class XD

53. If you could say anything to one person, what would it be?
" STRANGER DANGER!! " I want to say that to this guy I knew in second grade who apperently wants to talk to me again so says Walter

54. Tears are falling from your face, what's the reason?
My dad is on the rampage. It's a bad one.

55. When someone calls you in the middle of the night, do you remember the conversation?
yeah, I'm usually up in the middle of the night XD

56. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
yes, but only my close friends can get my real smile. Most the time it's a shy and akward smile.

57. Do you think too much or too little?
too much, it makes me depressed too.

58. What are your pet peeves?
When my stuff is out of order or something is incredibly dirty. When people hurt my friends( I has such a hard time keeping from being violent again)

59. What is something you recently discovered?
that my sister can detail drawings better than I can; seriously, I'll have to put one on here.

60. The best days of your life:
I don't have days. But I've had the greatest times with my closest friends, even if I went home to hell it made me have a good mood.

61. When was the last time someone called you private?
uh... idk.

62. Do you prefer call or text?
IM for the win!

63. It's 3am and you need to get away. Who do you call?
Call? I'm not pushing my problems on someone until a decent hour, I'd have to leave without help, Cab or running to the nearest 24 hour gas station maybe? If it's that important I'll hide at bakerbaby08's or Raidora's if whoever was involved knows where Bakerbaby lives.

64. Thinking about anyone special?
Yes.

65. The last person you turned to for comfort.
Brandon XD

66. Do you have a guitar in your house?
yes, and a amp

67. Next time you'll kiss someone?
next time I see him ^-^

68. Ever experience a near death experience?
yeah sort of, I don't think it was near DEATH as much as a bloody mess though.

69. What do miss most about your past?
living next to the beach, I love the beach and wish to live there again.

70. Do you have anyone you consider a brother/sister even though they aren't?
Yep, Bakerbaby has that position to a T and some people are getting close to that point

71. Have you ever had anyone sing to you?
Yes, my little 7 year old cousin Jessica. she demanded a mic and everything XD

72. If you need a new pair of jeans, where do you go first?
Ask my aunt if she has any old jeans she doesn't want anymore.

73. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
used to, damn chain txts

74. Are you dating the person you text the most?
*think think think* holy shiz I do txt him the most, Damn I don't txt much XD

75. Who knows a dark secret or two about you?
Five people mentioned throughout this whole thing

76. Would you like to see someone right now?
Yes but I probly won't see him during break -_-

77. Did/do you miss someone today?
Yes.

78. Do you have many secrets?
Yes, some even my family and close friends don't know.

79. Is your life simple or complicated?
can we leave it at mentally f***ed up?

80. Do you have a habit that you CAN NOT overcome?
daydreaming and imagining things as the day goes on.

81. What grosses you out?
not much, but if I remember I'll make note of it

82. Have you ever liked someone that all your friends hated?
sorta I guess if you mean liked as in friendly.

83. How do you calm down when you're extremly angry?
cuss quietly under my breath

84. Where do you want to go, vacation-wise?
Japan, the beach, cross country roadtrip with friends, etc.

85. Are you happy with your love situation?
I'm happy but wish we could have some alone time :/

86. Have your brothers or sisters ever tell you that you were adopted?
no, my sister's convinced that she was though XD

87. Anything bothering you?
many things bother me, but I can't do anything about them so yeah.

88. Biggest regret?
Every time I've hurt those close to me, which I do alot.

89. What do you want?
For my friends and family to be happy, it kills me to not be able to help them at times....

90. What is your mood today?
relatively happy.